it's late. i'm thinking about my last post. death is sad. it's so painful when someone you love dies. death really is hard to think about. i think about my death and it makes me anxious because it reminds me of how much i do like to live and then i think about the people i love and how sad it would be if one them all of a sudden died. either way, it's a lot for me to think about. adolfo's getting married in eleven days. i'm going to be his best man. it's an honor to stand in for you. i need your help.
